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HELL BAIT
KICKS
TRACKS

Dreams

Someday you will go away

And I may leave

But tonight we are consistently

So just incomplete

I don't mind much

As long as there is another one

I don't find such

Inconsistency

Let's just go to sleep

Let's just sow and reap

Tell me what the word costs

Cause I can't bear to keep

No,

Seldom fences keep dogs in

And that's another story

Seldom lights keep street girls dim

But what is such the hurry

Go to sleep

Sing your lullabye

There's no one under your bed

There's no one to rest you're head on

It's time

It's time to dream

Dreams

Someday you will go away

And I may leave

But tonight we are consistently

So just incomplete

I don't mind much

As long as there is another one

I don't find such

Inconsistency

Let's just go to sleep

Let's just sow and reap

Tell me what the word costs

Cause I can't bear to keep

No,

Seldom fences keep dogs in

And that's another story

Seldom lights keep street girls dim

But what is such the hurry

Go to sleep

Sing your lullabye

There's no one under your bed

There's no one to rest you're head on

It's time

It's time to dream

Suppose they told all of the patients to be objective, how many stick with it? Looking at oneself from the outside. They couldn't all ignore their inner dialogue of racing sadistic thoughts which manifest into masochistic behaviour. We could go through it with a birds-eye view, or watch it on film. A laugh, a cry, a detachment. That would be lovely.

Ode to Farewells

To be continued.

I'm afraid to live.

And afraid to die.

So frightened our love will surpass

So soft I've become

From you.

So hard I've become

From it.

Shorts

I told you today things would not be okay

I don't care, just break away, instead

In just one hour he wakes up and he beats me

Saying "What the fuck"

In his way unmistreating

Evil (part 1)

I have a bloody nail inside me but at night

I'd still like you beside me

Let us go awat to somewhere close

I cannot walk across the road

I just can't seem to read a map, anymore.

Why do the stars go on shining

Why does the moon never die

Why does the sun keep on singing

They all know

They all know

When the will set some boundries

When the blonde sets to sea

I cannot tell

I'd rather not sell

I climb over fences for keys

Tomorrow I have to choose which perverted man I have to couch surf.

sweat lodge

your mouth is black

black thighs

record player

and it's cold by the water

i go up to your room

and the bathroom is down the hall

same name same name

papers

good news or bad news you still do the same thing

good news or bad news you still do the same thing

good news or bad news you still do the same thing

good news or bad news you do

good news or bad news i still do the same thing

good news or bad news i still do the same thing

sometimes i wish it were not just an age thing

good news or bad news i do

good jaws

franco eyes

temptress

hack

hax

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so concerned

so concerned

check voice record

an exerpt

and it took me forever to find a pen. this, sadly was a goal of mine. something to experience after a mild rehabilitation - to sit alone in a bar and write. this, of course was not as difficult as other anxiety provoking experiments i had listed out with professional guidance. because although the bar was a far stretch from the ones i would normally feel comfortable in, it at least calmed my nerves with alcohol, rather than writing alone in a coffee shop.

confident gay men frighten me here. almost like confident heterosexual women. this place flocked with both. i now consider leaving to write in that coffee shop (no.15). but i'd like to get to sleep. something accomplished recently only with the aid of alcohol. this grapefruit cocktail - no help. it's six o'clock. is this supposed to be a step in the right direction /