more religuz

maybe it means
i'm no longer okay
who is this body
i have stolen for fun

he say my vision 
of holiness
is looking bleak
believe in nothing at all

i lay awake
and i scroll down the page
for a name
who loved me so long ago

just like in fire
i'm an offering
all too aware
this shit still gets me sore

i didn't think
that'd be the last time
i'd lay beside you
but we never do know

i learnt no lessons
and waste all my days
if you were here
i could be prolific though

used to call me 
on the telephone
make me smile
like a shy dumb kid

now just a wind
bringing suffering
like i said
yes kid to what i can get

you said

all talker

I LAY AWAKE 
AND I LONG FOR YOUR PRAISE
LIKE A CAIRN IN A VORTEX

SEARCH FOR YOUR NAME
AND I SCROLL DOWN THE PAGE
HOPING MINE WILL COME UP INSTEAD

I LAY AWAKE
AND I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
LIKE THE ONE I HAD LONG BEFORE

SEARCH FOR YOUR NAME 
AND I SCROLL DOWN THE PAGE
CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT GETS ME SORE

JUST LIKE A BREEZE
I'M AN OFFERING
I'D SAY PLEASE IF YOU CAME BY AGAIN

YOU ARE A WIND
BRINGING SUFFERING
LIKE I SAID ITS YES TO WHAT I CAN GET 


USED TO  CALL ME ON THE TELEPHONE
MADE ME FEEL LIKE A SHY DUMB KID

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S HAPPENING
YOU GOT ME DOWN TO DO WHAT YOU SAID

it is so if


AND YOU SAID
YOU SAY ERASE IT
THE ANGLES WRONG
IVE SLAIN SO MANY I HAVE LOST COUNT

YES PLEASE IS THE WAY AROUND IT
I'M A BEHAVER
I

sick of hearing bout the wreckage
tell you tales of skills and check this

how's the sky is it breaking up now
give a plane to a child call him fly how
do we really like each other
i could be your single mother

baby girl just got a job she's suited to
down the block i want her to be mine
body's hooked on cigarettes and candy keys
but i could cum if she'd give me the time

i know she got a find a way to live
up to the room
he want her to give

and for real i don't mind it's what she do
soon as i got the cash i'll get her too

i don't mind its how i do
stay by my side and pay up too

MARK MY WORDS AT THE HEIGHT OF THIS THE LIGHT WILL TURN
MY HEAD GOES BACK AND FORTH THEIR ITS A BREEZE
hand mechanics
panoramic
so much doom
the thing that turns you out
is just to please

we got more than enough of being through
now its more of a pass i thought youd be cool


spying like dogs
and little leads
foam from the heart
what could have been